My Sioux Warrior

Part of my soul journey this time around includes becoming aware of the different spiritual realms and how they work together.

Some time back, it was revealed to me that my primary spirit guide is a tall Indian in full headdress named Theodosius. Not an Indian name, to be sure, but he likes to appear as one, at least, when it comes to me. This soul and I have been together many times on Earth. Once, as Sioux man and wife. He even boasted that he had won my heart over many other suitors, and that I was as feisty then, as I am now. So in my meditations, it is highly probable that he speaks to me a lot. In fact, I am fairly certain I now know his voice. Once, at one of my lowest moments, I distinctly heard him say, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." At first, I was taken aback and I wanted to kill him for saying this, but then it made me laugh very hard because of its absurdity given the terrible drama I was portraying. And because, I believe, at my deepest soul level, I knew this voice very well, and it was a private joke between us--one that reflected many lifetimes together.

So as I continue to "awaken," my awareness of him certainly grows. I believe I have seen him now in the dream state. In one of my dreams, I am standing on a pine forested hill overlooking a valley. Beside me is an Indian with a rather serious expression on his face. There is a fresh cut on his cheek, and I get the definite impression that he has been fighting. He gestures toward the valley and informs me that this is where we will spend the summer. More recently, I had a dream where I caught a glimpse of him again--standing in a swirl of dust, still that serious expression, but gorgeous in his wildness. He was wearing a thin film of grime, head to toe, and he was dressed in exactly the same clothes as before. His hair was loose, not braided, and he was bare chested with leather leggings. It was near a primitive paddock for horses. Straight out of Hollywood, right? Perhaps.

But I don't think so. The world beyond time and space is far more interesting--more rich and more vivid--than many people would like us to believe. Pay close attention to your dreams. They reveal much.